Am I sad that I haven't gone to stagecoach the past two years? Not at all.
Am I sad that I didn't get wasted and make numerous stupid mistakes? Definitely not.
Do the pictures that everyone who attended is putting up online make me jealous? Not in the slightest.
I am so happy for the gospel and the joy it has brought to my life! I would never trade that for anything. I am grateful for the guidance and deep deep happiness that it has allowed me to feel. I love my relationship with our Heavenly Father. It makes me sad to know that at one time I was unaware of this, and that people I strongly care about are still unaware. I just pray and hope that I can set an example. I pray that the blessings and the improved quality of my life can be seen by all and that I can open them even in the littlest bit to the truth.
... I was pretty happy at home, in Utah, sober as can be, loving and appreciating this life :)
