mumbo jumbo

It has been one of those days where your thoughts are about everything to the moon and back. I started my slightly above average temperature tuesday morning examining the crack in my windshield. If you didn't already know, it has grown at least 30x its size of the little speck it used to be. Each day I mentally measure its length and measure its harm to my life. So far, its only half of the windshield... maybe when it gets 3/4 (or when I get paid again), I will have that dang pain in my butt, burnt hole in my wallet piece of glass replaced!

Moving on....

A decision that has long since been over due to be made, has been made. I've already stepped up my religion game this year compared to the past, oh, all my life, quite a lot. I can not stress how important Heavenly Father, the church and scriptures are. How much my life has changed for the better ceases to amaze me everyday. And even from this point, I have an uncountable amount of growth and learning to go.

So I have decided to read my scriptures every night and pray. Yes yes, I know I am already supposed to be doing that, but I slip and some days it goes without happening. I am strapping down on this issue and making sure that this happens. That this becomes a habit in my daily life. What makes me even more excited is the fact that I am getting down on my knees and praying. Literally, on my knees.

Next thought...

As I was going out and buying that cheeseburger from Del Taco on my lunch break, that I most certainly don't need, I got to thinking about how much I enjoy, "Me" time. I enjoy sitting in my car all alone for an hour. Listening to music, or maybe listening to my thoughts going 2103812083 miles an hour in my head. Call me a weirdo, I care not.

Last but not least...

love is patient.

love is patient.

love is patient.

love is patient.

love is patient.

Yes, I am reminding myself of this pretty much every hour of the day. I truly believe this with every bit of my heart. For all of you readers out there (if any, i'm sure theres not, but I enjoy writing this for myself lol), LOVE IS PATIENT. It is kind, does not envy, is not proud or self-seeking, not easily angered and keeps no record of wrongs, rejoices in truth, protects, trusts and hopes. And boy am I hoping for me and the boy I truly do love.... <3

Muuuuuuch love.