Third blog within the last 30 minutes. I am on a roll. I need to keep myself occupied and my mind in use. I just saw on Diana Agrons blog site an article on your first kiss. Everybody has a first kiss and they are all so different. I am going to reflect on mine.
My first kiss was when I was 14 years old. I had just started getting real attention from boys and I was soaking it all up. I can't recall exactly what I did earlier in the night (it was Halloween), but I can recall him coming over and us hanging out in front of my house as his friends went around trick or treating. I can look back at it and realize that it was not a very meaningful kiss, although it was my first. His mouth was bigger than mine, the kiss was sloppy and wet. I thought it was perfect then haha.
As I take myself back in time and then bring myself back to reality I just think, gross. What a gross kiss. Although I still long for the physical interaction of a kiss. I now hold them to a more meaningful standard. My kisses are worth something and from here on out I want them to be full of emotion. I think of the kisses from this past year 2011, and they were all meaningful. I go previous to 2011 and they weren't. I have learned what value kisses hold.
Until I find a boy who cares about me deeply, these kisses are kept to myself. Hopefully I wont have to wait too long :)
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