My creative juices have not been flowing at all lately. I take that back, my writing creative juices have not been flowing lately. I found the most cute refrigerator christmas decoration on pinterest that was simple and easy though. Something that I just had to do! Since I can't make real snowmen with snow, one of construction paper taped to my fridge will have to suffice.

As the holidays are nearing, I find myself becoming more and more excited for thanksgiving and christmas! At the same time, I get a little disappointed because they aren't as fun as I remember them when I was younger. When I have kids, I am sure they will go back to that childish excitement, but until then I will fill my holidays with fun crafts. Like my snowman fridge haha

Speaking of childhood fun, me and Jake were able to go to Disneyland this past friday thanks to Ingrid! I hadn't been there in over a year and half, and I had never been there during christmas time. I forgot how much I love that place, you can't be anything but happy there. Unless of course you get stuck in a long line between two groups of pre-teen girls without adult supervision who know nothing about personal space and continuously keep bumping into you and hanging off your back.... Haha okay, not that thats off my chest, like I said it was nothing but fun! And I am glad we were able to go before Jake leaves in 10 days. I wont see him for 18 months! Out of a life span, that really is a short amount of time and I know what he is doing is what he should be, but we have become such good friends I am sad I wont be able to just text, call or just barge into his house whenever I feel like it.

When I think about moving I know that it is the right decision. When I think about not having a job when I move there and my bills and money, I start stressing out. I know things will work out though, and I am grateful for this opportunity to move. Being around people my age with such strength in the church will help me to continue to keep a strong testimony. Not that mine is slipping away, but I feel like it has come to a halt a little bit, it isn't progressing as much as it has been. I know that thats my fault, but it's been harder for me to find the strength to do everything I need too.

A little bit of fall showing in the neighborhood trees.
Thats all for tonight <3